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I’m Sorry March 28, 2007

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I’m sorry.. I’m sorry.. I’m sorry! Okay?

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Ate Mhai: Bakit kasi nauso ang mga pick-up lines??

Mayee: Kasi naman. Pano mo ipipick-up ang isang taong hindi naman nahulog?

Nagging March 26, 2007

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Why can’t I get something I DO NOT want to think about out of my freakin head? The last thing I want to do is to be distracted by important yet i-can’t-do-anything-about-them thoughts.

Ack. Motivate me. Please?

Nagging thought of the day:

SOMETIMES THE MOST USEFUL THING TO DO IS TO SAY WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY. Sigh.

I have math finals tomorrow. The test of all tests. After that, just a few more exams and I am FREE, or not. MORE IMPORTANTLY, I can get a decent night’s sleep after all of this.

My roommates have been doing movie marathons recently. To name a few titles, there’s: “Sweet November”, “A Knight’s Tale”, “The Story of Us”, “Music and Lyrics”, “A Lot Like Love”. Yep, all sappy and yet never fail to tighten my throat from holding back that sad-yet-sort-of-sweet-romantic-movie-induced rush of tears. After finals, I’m definitely going to splurge on DVD collections of classic (note: excluding uber cheesy titles) love stories, most importantly my all-time-favorite romantic comedy: When Harry Met Sally. After all it’s better to cry over something from a movie than.. well, something that’s not in a movie and is in your life. (Eh?)

I promise my entries will make more sense after this… I hope.

Waking up to reality March 25, 2007

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I am SCARED as hell. Gosh. My sanity is hanging by a thread, pardon the cliche, but really, it is. It’s driving me mad wanting to go to sleep but knowing that if I did it would do me more bad than good. My god, when I entered UP during my first year I didn’t think I was in for a life sentence of hardship. Regrets, regrets.

But on the brighter side of things.. oh wait, there is none.

On the not-as-dark side of things, I am SORT of happy.. knowing that I do have control over my life. =)

Although I really do miss living carefree. When I was a freshman, back when I was orgless, unaffiliated, and only had 2 major subjects, I would go home right after classes, watch dvds, reruns, eat, chat, and have free time to spare. Oh the good old days.

“Nung bata pa tayo, pinapatulog tayo, ayaw natin.. ngayon naman gusto natin matulog, hindi pwede, ginigising tayo ng responsibilidad.”

Digging Out March 19, 2007

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I am buried. There’s just so much to do, to think about, to prepare. It’s overwhelming. I have downed more coffee in this past few days than I have in my entire life (I don’t know if that’s just an exaggeration.. but it’s more or less accurate). My brain isn’t functioning completely because of an irregularity in sleep and rest. And the bags under my eyes are more evident than ever.

I’m tired. I’m stressed.

But it’s not from school-related responsibilities.

I never thought it would affect me this much.

GRABE NA ‘TO.

Unwritten March 15, 2007

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Amazing. I’m blogging again! It’s been a long time since I’ve posted something I wholeheartedly intended on posting for the blogging sake. But I’ve realized something. Actually it’s something Joelle and I realized yesterday while having a study session at Seattle’s Best (or was it the other night over a shot of weng-weng at Drew’s? haha). I asked her how she was doing. She smiled and just said “Ok naman.” Same goes for some other people I’ve asked the same question in the past, knowing that they were actually doing really great. It’s that you can never find words to express happiness when you can pour your soul out into a diary, journal, or blog when faced with frustrations, problems, bitterness, you name it.

I used to think blogging (or writing my heart out) was the solution to wanting so bad to express something (besides chikahan with friends, that is). But then how do I write the tear that trickled down my cheek last week? or that smile that was on my face a few minutes ago?

Content March 5, 2007

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You would be surprised at how inept I am to feel stressed under an enormous amount of work. But then again when it comes to acads, it’s different.

Anyway… we had the Miting de Avance at 12nn this afternoon. It was fun. And more importantly I have only appreciated how self-fulfilling offering yourself for service is.

After the Miting de Avance, I had an interview for Regcom application. It wasn’t as dreadful as I had expected, but still it was comprehensive and all that.

And then now I have a fever.

But I feel fine.

I feel fine because I finally have attained a feeling of contentment. =)