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Waking up to reality March 25, 2007

Posted by Mayee in : Daily Babble , trackback

I am SCARED as hell. Gosh. My sanity is hanging by a thread, pardon the cliche, but really, it is. It’s driving me mad wanting to go to sleep but knowing that if I did it would do me more bad than good. My god, when I entered UP during my first year I didn’t think I was in for a life sentence of hardship. Regrets, regrets.

But on the brighter side of things.. oh wait, there is none.

On the not-as-dark side of things, I am SORT of happy.. knowing that I do have control over my life. =)

Although I really do miss living carefree. When I was a freshman, back when I was orgless, unaffiliated, and only had 2 major subjects, I would go home right after classes, watch dvds, reruns, eat, chat, and have free time to spare. Oh the good old days.

“Nung bata pa tayo, pinapatulog tayo, ayaw natin.. ngayon naman gusto natin matulog, hindi pwede, ginigising tayo ng responsibilidad.”

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