Try April 4, 2007
Posted by Mayee in : Daily Babble , trackbackMy YM status from a few days ago: “Should I, or shouldn’t I?”
Then someone I.M.ed me, “Try.”
Grabe Pepoy, napaiyak mo ako.
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There’s so much bullshit (pardon the profanity) going on in this stupid world, and I think there’s a fair share of that bshit in my one little insignificant life. Why, goodness, why? So there, I ask the question of whether I should or shouldn’t… there’s nothing spefic I am actually asking. Each situation has it’s own do’s and don’ts and therefore I am always at a loss of what I should or shouldn’t do. And then that word, “Try”, it’s like that leftover puzzle piece from a mismanufactured set… it doesn’t fit anywhere and yet it’s still part of that puzzle.
(sharp shift)
Right now I shall TRY to figure out why at some point in a movie I tear. How’d I turn from indifferent apathetic you-cant-make-me-cry-no-matter-what to crybaby? It’s embarrasing, actually. (And yet I post it here on my very public blog. I make no sense, do I?)
Speaking of movies and crying, well actually what I’m about to say is not really a movie, but what the hey. The first novel ever that made me cry was “Anne of Green Gables”. I don’t remember at exactly which part the tears rolled but I cried pretty damn hard at some part nearing the end. I can still remember, I was around 9 or 10 years old then.. I had already read the book many times before (it was one of my favorite reads), but I stayed up ’til 4:00 in the morning to finish it that time. I read the last few pages over and over again wanting to rip them off for making me cry.. and even now I am boggled at how that happened. I amaze myself sometimes.
Enough about crybabies. It’s summer and I haven’t one post about it. It’s prolly because I can’t feel the stupid vacation. Finals week took ever so long to get over with, and now that it’s done, and it’s holy week, I still have the Titanic to raise (yes, it’s an expression).. that much work, people. How is it that I put myself up to this? (And for that, a hundred lashes! nah, kidding) I really really can’t imagine. It’s like I have an alter-ego that takes over my mind and body at times, and I have no control over it. Good grief. Maybe I’m one of those psychological cases they have to dissect the brain of to get answers. (huh?)
Alright, I’m sleepy. Finally, a relatively longer entry! Ha.
Happy Summer! See you at the beach! Oh yeah, I’m NOT GOING to the beach. Sucks for me.
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i hope you feel better.
you can do whatever you set your mind on — pero remember not to take anything (any job or whatever) na sobra na sa kaya mong gawin, one can only do so much. love yourself naman :)
be strong.
mahal kita bffl :)
ako din mahal din kita kahit hindi na tayo nagkikita.. tsaka haller? anong insignificant life ito? btw, the greatest gift of life is life itself.. err? may sense ba? basta, kaya mo yan mayee! aja! aja! fighting!
Happy summer! ako rin walang beach-beach, program-program lang..internship eh..
misyu!