Substance-Induced High May 26, 2007
Posted by Mayee in : Daily Babble , trackbackAnd no, I didn’t take drugs. It just seems like everywhere I look, there’s really no cause for pure genuine happiness. There’s the temporary smile a nice tune would set across your face but then you’re not really happy.
How DO you know if you’re happy? I could write about happiness with an endless array of lengthy paragraphs.. you could read about happiness in numerous books writers have published thinking they have the authority to write about such a marvelous phenomenon that is happiness. But I won’t dwell into that. I’d just say happiness is when you don’t have everything, but you don’t want anything more. You may want to argue and say that that’s the definition of satisfaction and not happiness but then I’d stop you right there and dare you to try to be happy without being completely content with what you have. And then you might or might not agree with me, but that doesn’t really matter seeing as I can’t prove anything.
So what’s going on in my life? Nothing much. It’s officially the end of summer classes, and I am dreading the release of my grades. It’s raining so hard you’d think it wasn’t May, just when my sister and I had set our sights on Puerto Galera (yes.. again.) for this weekend. And I just ran out of episodes of Heroes to watch, seeing as I’ve finished the entire first season already. But don’t get me wrong, it’s not that I’m not thankful for this time I get to take back the countless hours of sleep deprived of me during class days, it’s just that there’s something missing, as usual, from my summer, and it’s all but coming to an end. I swear I’m not going to have summer classes next time, I want to go to the beach! Summer classes have ruined it for me twice already.. not letting it happen again (I hope)
Wanna know what’s frustrating? For the past few months I’ve been complaining to myself (and to so many other people) that I’m completely swamped. I have no more time to sleep, to eat decently, let alone go out with my friends and have a good time (not that the whole responsibility thing isn’t fun.. well actually, it really isn’t, but it has its perks).. and so I missed a lot of movies, parties, and whatever else I used to NEVER miss. You would laugh, but I haven’t even seen Spiderman 3 yet! Shrek! Pirates of the Carribean! Egad. I’ve become one of the people I used to laugh at for not having time to do those things, workaholics. But the problem is, I’m evidently NOT a workaholic, or else it would have been obvious from my work ethic I’m babbling. Wow, I missed that. I guess I AM on a substance-induced high.. the substance being an overdose of imported dark chocolate from various relatives.. i love chocolate.
Well, it’s 4AM. And once again, my nocturnal self has taken over. It is summer. I remember when I used to sleep at 6 AM, then wake up at around 3 PM.. talk about sleeping habits. oh wait, that was this afternoon. Ha Ha. Remedy suggestions anyone? Sigh.
Have a nice day.
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