Missed Not Caring June 9, 2007
Posted by Mayee in : Daily Babble , trackbackThere’s nothing I love more than the feeling of NOT caring. It’s been a rare pleasure for me lately but I have to admit, it’s a better high than, well, whatever else can make you high.
Now’s the time I get to bash. I haven’t blogged in so long that I don’t know which from the million threads of thought in my head I shall pick to rant on about. Which is actually a thread of thought in itself. I think of so many things these days, things that can bring about an emotional outburst at times, but I fear I’ve run out of those.
And then there are those people who have absolutely nothing complicated to set their minds upon that they dwell on the shallow bothers of everyday living. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t really blame the poor souls. I actually find them really lucky that they have nothing else to worry about except when there’s no more tissue on the roll in the toilet. But then again during the time of my darkest hours a friend told me some quote I never completely believed in before, but now I have no choice but to put my faith in, “What the fire doesn’t consume, it only makes stronger.” But then again, imagine having a diary you’d look back to when you’re 80 and reading stuff like
“I went to the mall today. There was a very interesting looking green bag. I decided to buy it but then I find out it also came in pink. I had to think about it for so long and then finally decided to get the blue. Boy, that really was a tough dilemma. Glad I have my blue bag now. It made my day.”
No offense to whoever out there may really have some similar diary entry. It’s just that I find no meaning in living an uncomplicated life whether you decide to live it in the shadow of the problems or just live it carefree pretending nothing bothers you.
Where’s the sense in waking up everyday facing no challenges at all? And yet, I who have much to face resent the fact that I DO have much to face. I guess it’s really just people wanting what they don’t have.. and condemning those who do have it.
What a complicated world. Let’s all ride a space ship, then live on the moon, jump up and down like crazy people.
>It was all a hoax
Bday Shoutout:
Happy Birthday, Clauds!
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