Emo-free Update September 22, 2007
Posted by Mayee in : Daily Babble , trackbackYou know in how in Nokia and Motorola Cellphones the calendar has that little triangular mark on days you have an appointment or a due task? I remember Pepoy Ferrer (previous CS Representative) showing me February from his phone’s calendar. There wasn’t one day without that little blue triangle on it. I remember thinking to myself, “Wow, wouldn’t it be interesting to be that busy?” Yes, dear readers, that was what I thought to myself. And it’s amusing that I once welcomed the challenge of being overly busy.
This last week has been, let me see, the 6th circle of hell..being trapped in flaming tombs or whatever’s there. MP Deadlines, exams, Marketing Congress, Cough, Colds, Headaches, and finally, to end my week, a fever. I haven’t gotten the results of the exam we took last Monday, though, but I have a feeling it isn’t gonna make my fever go away if I do see it. My fever’s a little better considering I stayed up late watching Disturbia.
On the lighter side of things, yes, there is a lighter side, I really enjoyed the late-night “MP-sessions” with my groupmates Joelle, Dan, and pseudo-groupmate Jeune, who so kindly and generously offers a few hours of his time to help us in our Machine Problem. I enjoyed the cups of Cafe Mocha I ordered from Starbucks, Seattle’s, AND Bo’s. Oh and I also enjoyed that morning at Joelle’s apartment where we were supposedly doing our MP but were really just talking, singing, dancing, ordering McDo, and laughing, and laughing, and laughing, and laughing our heads off.
..and.. and.. ohmygoooooosh. The Engineering Marketing Congress has finally come to an end. Finals was yesterday night. I have no freakin idea what happened because I wasn’t there since I was at home sick. But whatever happened, a small part of me is screaming YAHOO! because it’s all over, my being Publicity Head slash taga-gawa ng pub mats at kung anu-ano pang kailangan iprint is aaaaalllllll overrrrr.. but a bigger part of me wants to start the whole thing all over again and prove that I could have done better.. so much better. I just really can’t bring myself to give every ounce of energy in me.. because then I’d have none left to offer the rest of my problems.. the rest of life itself.
-okay sabi ko emo-free-
So there’s 2 more weeks before this sem ends.. not counting Finals week. It’s almost all over and I’m fearing for my acads once again. Can’t help but think I’m not really meant for this sort of thing. I mean, I do have DSPD and I am not a big fan of submitting myself to treatment, whatever treatment that may be.
By the way, I watched “Becoming Jane” the other day, that movie with Anne Hathaway playing Jane Austen and how her real life inspired the story of “Pride and Prejudice”, her most famous literary work. There really was a Mr.Darcy. As usual, I was at the brink of tears at the later part of the movie. There was this part where Mr. Le Froy (or was it her sister? I can’t be sure) asked her what happens to her characters. She said something like.. “they have a happy ending.. all of my characters have a happy ending.” But she was saying it after she came to a bad ending with her love. Quite a sad story. Although I do enjoy sad stories I can somehow sympathize with.
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that DSPD site mentioned some treatment. perhaps you can try the light therapy or that chronotherapy. i have a bad case of ningas-kugon so i don’t think i can do those therapies by myself. i’d rather try that cannabis therapy hahaha!
Those treatments would take time.. I don’t really have time,and if I did, I would spend it sleeping, no matter time of day that would be. So, to hell with DSPD. haha.