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So Defaulty. October 29, 2007

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Can I just say.. I love this theme, and I cannot help reverting back to it while I search for / create my very own template. I’m just a tad sentimental about this theme. LOL.

Anyway, I was looking through some pics of last Saturday night. Okay, fun pics. But where are your faces, weirdos? Haha. (more…)

Halloweeeeen Party October 28, 2007

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Just got home from a Halloween Party @ BF Club, Paranaque. I really really had fun! I missed dancing so much.

Spent a good portion of my afternoon surveying my closet for a good-enough all-white outfit. Realizing later on that I really did not want to go looking like I was about to get married or something, I just went with a white (although according to them it’s not really white coz it’s almost transparent) top, and jeans.

Met up with Philip at Starbucks, Phase 1 at around 8:30 PM. We waited for Juancho before we had dinner, but then he was taking the loooongest time to get there so we just went on to have dinner at the nearby Pancake House.

In the middle of chatting, I spotted Richard at Las Paellas across Pancake House. Philip prank called him with my phone. He looked freaked out for a minute or so till he saw us through Pancake House’s window. Haha. Real fun. He joined Philip and me while we ate dinner. Then Juancho came, in an all white outfit of, guess what, his nursing uniform. Hilarious.

Juancho: Grabe, Mayee, kaw na lang wala pang boyfriend sa barkada. Si Meya, meron na.. kakilala ko pa yung guy. Yung kay Gia….[etc]… tapos si Cheka, well di ko pa na-meet yung bf nun pero basta meron na siya. Kaw wala pa.

Well, thank you. You might wanna rub it in a little more. Haha.

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I Must Be Dreaming October 26, 2007

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Life is being good to me recently. Didn’t think I’d deserve a little bit of relief.

I have a good feeling about next Sem. I’m looking forward to so many things. Engg Week.. Work.. Sigaw.. Acads.. Org.. ESC.. Friends. =)

I’m in a generally good mood today. Woke up past noon, indulged myself to a good lunch which I usually deprive myself of, then I watched “Meet the Robinsons”, checked CRS, and now am working on UP SIGAW stuff. In a bit I’ll be attending to leftover academic matters (I was wrong, this is a NEVER ending semester), and I am having a good day!

Of course it could be a lot better, but I’m not complaining. Never thought a cloudy day could be as good as any other sunny Friday. =)

Hell weeks suck.. but they make me value my non-hell weeks so much more.

Hope tomorrow’s gonna be as good a day as this!

Never Go Looking October 26, 2007

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for what you can never have.Then the shafts of inhumanity break loose and your eyes blink uncontrollably from the bright streaks of light after eons of nothing but darkness and cold.

You spend your life looking for something and realize it was right there beside you. Life just a coy sense of humor putting a thick bulletproof glass wall between you and it.

I rejoice in my darkness. I am thankful for the bliss of ignorance. To not know what you don’t have, or at least know but not comprehend completely the magnitude of that such deprivation is tolerable. To spend an eternity with but a bite of that which renders you happiness beyond human capacity within sights but out of reach would be a cruel fate.

Then again in your darkness you have no purpose. A lifetime of ignorance. Not knowing what could be right there in front of you would be an even more painful trickery. Or is it all a matter of circumstance? Is it all relative to whom such person these things choose to play their fate upon?

Would one rather be in the darkness and find unassuming pleasure in a momentary streak of light? Or live in light and have nothing more to search for?

It’s an Art October 23, 2007

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After spending a good few hours intoxicating myself with the addictive pleasure of doing absolutely nothing productive, I find myself once again facing a cliff of insurmountable height.

My stomach has turned on me and is succesfully fooling me into thinking I am in an roller coaster looping without end. My head has gone berzerk in pain from thinking about too many things all at once.

I keep thinking why I endure all this when at a moments notice I can end it all, though not by suicide, by which people condemn themselves to an eternity’s sentence for being nothing more than a petty murderer. I can end it all by just walking away from it. (more…)

Estarbuko October 23, 2007

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I am currently M.I.A from the ESC’s Planning Sem right now. My sem break has been dampened by a huge “4.0″ haunting me right now. If I don’t remove that grade, I am in for a rough ride ahead.

So I have decided to go to school tomorrow (or at least a Starbucks near it) so that I can get some studying done before the removal exam on Wednesday. [Correction, not tomorrow, I mean later] And since it’s already half past 3 in the morning, and I can’t seem to sleep… I will just post how I am crazy on Starbucks.

I love coffee, but I’m not really an addict. I just love being at a Starbucks. Until recently I stayed at the Starbucks in Glorietta til around 11:00 PM to study. I’d rather cram there than here at home when I get nothing done at all.

What is it about coffee shops that draws people to the high-priced coffee and the seemingly peaceful yet buzzing with chatter atmosphere? Guess it must just be one of those things people have to do because it’s already a habit of society..
“..let’s talk about it over coffee”.. “wanna grab a coffee later?”..

It’s like blinking. You don’t know why you do it.. you just.. blink.

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I Mourn for You October 21, 2007

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I mourn for you, Glorietta.

I mourn for the cheerful noise that once resounded from the happy shoppers just going about in a danger-free mall.

I mourn for all the people who died for no reason at all and those who got hurt too.

Even though I thank heavens none of my loved ones got hurt in the blast, and for the fact that I was late for a rendezvous in G2 set for 1pm so I decide not to proceed anymore to hang out there that afternoon, I cannot help but feel really sad about what happened. Yes, bombings have happened before, but never in a place so familiar, where I spend every single day of my life. Never has the number 10 seemed so big, ever.
I really hope God has his reasons. And I really hope whoever was behind that bombing doesn’t have acid-proof skin for what I’ll do to them if I come face to face with ‘em.

I’m sorry to all those whose family, relatives, or friends were hurt or taken away by the bombing. It’s not right that they died victims of no apparent cause.

I don’t have 3million pesos to give away, but can anyone just tell me WHY?