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Never Go Looking October 26, 2007

Posted by Mayee in : Daily Babble , trackback

for what you can never have.Then the shafts of inhumanity break loose and your eyes blink uncontrollably from the bright streaks of light after eons of nothing but darkness and cold.

You spend your life looking for something and realize it was right there beside you. Life just a coy sense of humor putting a thick bulletproof glass wall between you and it.

I rejoice in my darkness. I am thankful for the bliss of ignorance. To not know what you don’t have, or at least know but not comprehend completely the magnitude of that such deprivation is tolerable. To spend an eternity with but a bite of that which renders you happiness beyond human capacity within sights but out of reach would be a cruel fate.

Then again in your darkness you have no purpose. A lifetime of ignorance. Not knowing what could be right there in front of you would be an even more painful trickery. Or is it all a matter of circumstance? Is it all relative to whom such person these things choose to play their fate upon?

Would one rather be in the darkness and find unassuming pleasure in a momentary streak of light? Or live in light and have nothing more to search for?

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1. Ry - October 26, 2007

You seem to be using too many figures of speech for your own good. Don’t worry, I get ya.. haha.

2. Mayee - October 27, 2007

Argh yeah. [fine.. i cut this part. haha]